Letters: Surrender

From: Me
To: Myself (Journal)
Subject: Sickening Control

“Take 3-6 months and get healthy. Then when things cool off, see where we both are.” That was today. Looking back, I had been an unholy judge. In my immaturity and self-interest to create space until I was ready, I had put emotional poison into her … [Continue reading]

Letters: Unholy Judge

From: Me
To: Myself (Journal)
Subject: A Real Account of Things


They say she’s moved on, but has experienced great healing. Deep down, I know part of what she is healing from, because I wanted her to face her own demons in the void of uncertainty. I rejected her. Soundly. Nearly completely. She had reached out to … [Continue reading]

Letters: Wounded

From: Her
To: Me
Subject: Why?

You dumped me, shredded me to pieces while doing it, and robbed me of most of my confidence (I’m just really good at hiding that). In our relationship you were inconsolable and I continually had the life drained out of me.

At this point I see no point to get back together with the … [Continue reading]

Jesus Is ____ (Bringing Sexy Back)

Credits: The City Church, Judah Smith
From: Jesus Is, the music project
The transcript of the sermon jam “Jesus Is Bringing Sexy Back”
Project Message: It’s grace that sets people free from sin. Not law, not legalism, not customs, not traditions, not do’s and don’ts, but the grace of God!


In the area of sex … [Continue reading]

Letters: Silence

From: Me
To: Her
Subject: Silence

In the Midst of Deafening Silence

I don’t know why I’m writing this. I still can’t bring myself to talk to you. My heart is still filled with frustration toward you. But it is also filled with compassion and longing to know you, and to thank you for the time you spent … [Continue reading]